Võitlus sünnitusjärgse depressiooniga vol. 2 aka ma hakkasin võtma antidepressante
“Kuidas sul praegu läheb? Kuidas sa hindaksid enda tuju skaalal 1-10?” Niimoodi küsis mu psühholoog, kui ma mai lõpus esimest korda tema vastuvõtule läksin. “Ma arvan, et ta on sinna nelja-viie kanti,” vastasin ma. Siis ma rääkisin talle ära enda loo. Mis toimus raseduse ajal, milline oli mu sünnitus...
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Minu sünnilugu ja pool aastat hiljem
Minu jaoks sai kõik alguse 7. novembri öösel kl 2, kui algasid ebaregulaarsed mitte väga tugevad valud. Samuti hakkas ära immitsema verist limakorki. Kuna mul jätkuvalt ka puusad tõmblesid, siis ei saanud ma üldse magada ja tegin endale aseme elutuppa põrandale. Laotasin maha kõik tekid, mis kapist leidsin. Kõval...
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Protected: Lapse saamise saaga ja kõik ausalt rasedusest läbi minu silmade
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The biggest real-life Spanish drama I have ever experienced
To fully comprehend this post, you first need to read the first chapter of how it all started – click HERE. A year has passed from my mind-blowing trip to Jaca. I was confident on not writing down the continuation of this story, cause what happened next made me...
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A trip that took me to an alternate reality
If you are not a traveller or just don’t care about it, you can skip this post as your narrow-minded brain will probably not understand most of the feelings this trip triggered in me and it will be impossible for you to relate to anything I am going to...
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Returning home after living abroad – reverse culture shock?
The state of alarm ended on the 22nd of June in Spain. This was the day when people were allowed to travel again after 3 months and we left Puertollano. Was I sad? Yes, of course! This small village with all these amazing people grew close to my heart,...
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Living the Spanish dream – stuck in coronavirus quarantine
Who would have thought? Living my dream – already one and a half months in quarantine in Spain. Many people have asked me if I had rather spent the quarantine in Estonia. The truth is that what is happening in Estonia is nothing compared to the quarantine here in...
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Protected: Some thoughts
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A year from now…
Almost dark at 2 pm when I look out the window and see the afternoon drizzle gently splashing onto the red rooftops which are nearly shrouded in mist. How depressing! It feels as if the world was preparing to come to an end every single day. I stand up...
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What’s it like to be a volunteer?
Very soon I will be halfway with the project and 5 months are left to complete. Our project will end in the end of June and after that we are thinking about travelling a little more and then… I have absolutely no idea! Fortunately, I still have almost half...
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